[Patient is the key ][shall be waiting]

Sunday, May 03, 2009

@5/03/2009

i have no mood to study even though mye is like 5days 120hours from now....haiish!...save me la pple!...the mood n feelings wasnt dere!!!....fcuk sia!...how can i get everything into my mind within like wht 120hours no way!...minusing slp time like left 30hours self-studying...not enuf!!!...nabei sia...why i cant be like those top students in school...can even do revision in class!?..why!?i has been asking this to myself...idk why though fcuk shyt...zzz....sianz...i dun wan to post lerrhs i supposed...for today la....

i dun no wht my desicion was a well made one or not...but since i said it from my text n my heart i had to obey..no more thinking of all this?i still have the feelings sia...no matter wht i m sure i cant forget it within like 1hour or 100 hours...let music heal the soul?haiish!...i could only say all depends on fate..if god give me the chance to meet her by accident i would say i would not give up even though wht i said...i would extract everything!!...because i m those persistent type...not those .................... haiish...wht shld i do???why this happened to me...not others?fuck sia!